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Dear Saint Isaac

by Dear Saint Isaac

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1.
Lately 03:58
Lately I've been stranded in a place that I'm not from With a sense that I was made for someone else The air burns like its whiskey in my chest It reminds me that I'm more than just this flesh Lately I've felt closer to the birds than my own soul It's like they're singing all the songs I used to know But they're alive while I'm still living with the ghost Of the man that I'd become if I went home Lately it all feels wrong It's like I'm running down a dead end street I've been living for myself Off the prayers of someone else Silence is my only friend All my kingdoms are coming to an end One day you wear the crown And the next you're in the ground I want to live for more than just right now Lately I've been living like I'm on the wrong side of luck Instead of doing what I can with what I've got Well the rain is bound to fall on everyone, But I think I might just be hiding from the sun Oh I think I might just be hiding from the sun I think that I've been hiding from the sun
2.
Some men try and build themselves a name They'll prostitute a talent for their ten seconds of fame Now who's the bigger name down in the grave The man who had it all or he who gave it all away I don't want to live in the shadows Of who I was created to be Give it another try, don't let it pass you by Don't leave here regretting what would have been your life Don't let it lure you in, Only a fool forgets It's all going to disappear, it's all going to disappear Give up what you think you've got Because you're leaving it here Love is blind, at least that's what they say Well who are they anyway? I'm not buying those clichés I refuse to settle for a fake Give me love that doesn't change Give me love that really sees I want more than barely surviving I say love is worth a second try Give it another try, don't let it pass you by Don't leave here regretting what should have been your life Don't let them lure you in, only a fool forgets It's all going to disappear, it's all going to disappear Give up what you think you've got Because you're leaving it here Give it another try, don't let it pass you by Because life is the thing you'll find When you find what it means to die Who you gonna live for, who you gonna live for in this life Who you gonna live for, cause tomorrow we will die
3.
When my body decays I pray my heart still beats While I’m down in my grave I pray my love runs free I know you said you'd always love me But I'm asking anyway Say you'll love me strong Even though I'm weak Say you'll leave the past forever in the sea ‘Cause I'm running through your fields Following the leaves They say you're in the wind So I pick up my feet and hope You'll catch me, I’m falling into you I've fallen into you While I’m finding my way I pray my heart won’t faint And when the hour is late I pray my love remains I know you said you’d never leave me But I’m asking anyway Say you'll love me strong Even when I'm weak Say you'll leave the past forever in the sea I'm running through your fields I’m following the leaves They say you're in the wind So I pick up my feet and hope You'll catch me, I’m falling into you Catch me I’m falling into you I’ve fallen into you
4.
Good news 04:25
I've lost myself I am the ghost of my intentions to follow through My every breath feels like the answer to a question That's outside my point of view Everywhere that I go It's like they're telling a joke that I don't understand If I could just get alone maybe I would give hope a second chance What I could use is a little bit of good news A song that rings true and not more stimulation What I need is a savior that can bleed Someone who's not using me to gain a little traction Or cashing in on my reaction I find no rest among the doubters or the dreamers Only the fight to get ahead My innocence is like a flower in the winter My thoughts are silhouettes Everywhere that I go it's like I don't really know If they know who I am If I could just get alone maybe I would give hope a second chance What I could use is a little bit of good news A song that rings true and not more information What I need is a savior that can bleed Someone who's not using me to gain a little traction Or cashing in on my reaction I long for so much more Than just religion or ambition or my own way of thinking I long for what it meant to be a Christian Before we started selling our convictions Is anybody ever really listening when they're living off commission A paycheck can be a handcuff, so be careful what you love Be careful of the things you won't give up
5.
Please forgive me I criticize too quickly And my heart is as cold as a stone Please don't leave me The way I leave my brother As if his life weren't the same as my own Why am I forever? Why am I forever? Running away Running away from home I can't shake the feeling That I still need healing Oh my tears voice the words I can't pray Please come and find me I think I might be dying And I can't save myself from the grave Why am I forever? Why am I forever? Running away Running away from home Why am I forgetful? Why am I so damn forgetful? Of all that I promised to hold In my heart, in my heart Of all that I promised to hold in my heart Why am I forever? Why am I forever? Running away Running away from my home
6.
Push on 03:46
It was so elementary when we were young There were no consequences to tie us up We lived for the moment, with no second thoughts There was no comprehension of time or cost Then the years caught up Our innocence became a crutch Somewhere, somehow I’ll be standing tall With my conscience clear and my pockets full Until that day knocks down my door, I push on Pilots in limbo with nowhere to go We keep flying in circles like we have no home Orphaned by fathers we may never know We were raised by the T.V. and the radio And all our best laid plans Become our last laments Somewhere, somehow I’ll be standing tall With my conscience clear and my pockets full Until that day knocks down my door, I push on Someday I swear I will learn to fly I’ll pull down the stars and make them mine Until these dreams are more than thoughts I push on
7.
Everything I try holding up keeps on bringing me down I wanna have it all together but I'm freaking out I'm living in a world where everybody's running like hell While heaven is standing still But when I close my eyes I see a different side I'm singing What if I love till my heart gets broken What if I'm old but I never get sorted out What if I try and it's still not working What if I die without ever learning how to live Every time I try to do right it ends up proving me wrong I'm starring at my good intensions like a prison wall I'm living in a world where everybody's buying what sells Like lambs being fed by wolves Like lambs being led by fools But when I close my eyes I see a different side I'm singing What if I love till my heart gets broken What if I'm old but I never get sorted out What if I try and it's still not working What if I die without ever learning how to live You have always been the best of me You will always love the rest of me Will I ever learn to love, the way I've been loved? Will I ever learn to love? Will I love?
8.
Dirty feet 04:14
I have been out standing on the edge of things And even from a distance I can see Because everywhere I go I seem to notice you now My heart and eyes conspire to believe Jesus fill me with the light that was your love When everything around you looked so dark For even though you died between a pair of thieves The only things you ever stole were hearts I have been admiring your endlessness And throwing all my questions in the sea For every time I've tried to find the end of things I've never failed to come back incomplete Jesus help me down the road to brokenness And not to twist your words to get my way For even when we dressed you in embarrassment You left the clothes we gave you in the grave Oh, well you just started loving me You never had a reason to Oh, well you just kept on loving me Somehow it's got me loving you I have been the connoisseur of ignorance Starving my own soul to feed my flesh Yet even after all of my indulgences I can't quite quench this thirst for something else So call me to the table of your sufferings And I will gladly join you for the feast For even though I've trampled your benevolence to me You still bent down to wash my dirty feet Singing Oh how can it be That you'd still bend down and wash my dirty feet How can it be, how can it be The king of heaven on his knees Bending down to wash my dirty feet
9.
You offer up your Sunday prayers to make up for your Friday errors As sleepless as the nights have been you still keep swinging at the wind You been looking for a place called home That’s why you left your heart exposed But everything you vowed to uphold becomes a tripping stone It’s a tragedy you’re spinning like a wheel It’s a tragedy you’re going to get nowhere You've been spinning like a wheel And if you're anything like me then you're thoughts are never still You stumble into love as you trip over your fears You've gotta learn that there's more to living than just growing old It's about getting sober and letting go It's about slowing down and coming back home Figuring out that you still don't know Are you haunted by the chance you missed? Are you taunted by the lips you kissed? No one told you about the danger of falling out of love You’ve been kicking at the ocean sands You’re stirring the same old mess Incited by your discontent You didn’t change a thing but you kick at it again It’s a tragedy you're spinning like a wheel It’s a tragedy you’re going to get nowhere You've been spinning like a wheel And if you're anything like me then you're thoughts are never still You stumble into love as you trip over your fears You've gotta learn that there's more to living than just growing old It's about getting sober and letting go It's about slowing down and coming back home Figuring out that you still don't know You're vanity is costing you your sanity
10.
When I can’t see the end of the hurt that steals my joy Life looked all together just a couple days before When I don’t understand why it ever had to change I answered all my questions just to raise them all again You are faithful when all I feel is pain A savior when no one else remains If all I have is taken away You will find in me your praise When I’ve used all my strength, building castles in the sand It’s funny how your efforts can be so easily undone When everything I have is just a feather in the wind Sometimes even love can leave us broken in the end You are faithful when all I feel is pain A savior when no one else remains If all I have is taken away You will find in me your praise You’re gonna find in me You’re gonna find in me your praise Even if, even if all I feel is pain
11.
Hallelujah 05:03
Gone away, but my heart never left you We’re in two places and I can’t say goodbye Face to face it’s the way that I want it Time and space, they keep us apart Things that I wish I had said Things I shouldn’t have left Love has a way of holding on Sometimes all it takes is turning around Here today, we're gone tomorrow It doesn’t change you and I Memory fades but every so often Something’s meant to be right Things that I wish I had back Things I’ll never forget Love has a way of holding on Sometimes all it takes is a broken heart Hallelujah, it goes screaming right through ya Because love isn't done just yet Hallelujah, feel it screaming right through ya Because love is the face of God Love is the wine of kings and thieves If your cup runs dry You can drink with me You can drink with me Hallelujah, it goes screaming right through ya Because love isn't done just yet Hallelujah, feel it screaming right through ya Because love is the face of God

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We would like to dedicate this album to the lives of Johanna Mae Showman and Christopher Friedrich. Love isn't done just yet…

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released February 18, 2014

Produced by Kenny Davis
Digital Editing by Kenny Davis
Engineered by Kyle Reeves and Kenny Davis
String arrangements by Joshua Peterson — Lark Studios
Strings Engineered by Kenny Davis and Will Mckelvey
Mix Engineer Eric Green
Mastered by Focus Mastering
Recorded at Beech Creek Studios, Grizzly Bear Studios, First United Methodist Church Tulsa OK, The Global Gardens House, Symon's Living Room and The house at gunboat


Kenny Davis - electric guitar, acoustic guitar, keys, banjo, organ, drums, percussion, BGV's, Dobro

Symon Hajjar - vocals, acoustic guitar

Joe Kane - Electric guitar

Kevin Whitsett - Upright Bass

Matt Wright - Piano, Wurlitzer

Garth Björklund - Drums

Gary Morse - Pedal Steel

Rebecca Bradley - Cello

Alison McKelvey - Violin, Viola

David Baloche - Trumpet

Josh Kelley - Harmonica

Chris Mcleod - BGV's

Caitlin Sell - BGV's

Princess Hajjar - Haunting whispers

Additional Gang vocals on Dirty Feet - Garth Björklund, Nick Livingston, Kelbert McFarland, Tyler Knepper, Kenny Davis

Additional Gang Vocals on When all I feel is pain - Symon Hajjar, Garth Björklund, Kenny Davis

Choir vocals - Caleb Hamilton, Jacob Wright, Matthew Butler, Tyler Knepper, Amber Knepper, Nick Livingston, Megan Teague-Ivanova, Jessica Lee, Kate Fehlauer, Maggie Lane, Haden Hicks, Meggie McDonald, Denvre Couts, Madeline Sullivan, Katie Ragosta, David Showman, Johanna Showman, Kelbert McFarland, Symon Hajjar, Garth Björklund

All songs written by Symon Hajjar
Additional songwriting ideas and influences from Garth Björklund and Kelbert McFarland

Artwork by Nathan Yoder

Symon and Garth are especially thankful to Rev. Dr. Connie Jeske for giving us access to the First United Methodist sanctuary. To Albert Kiteck for offering us a place to lay our heads, you are a loyal friend indeed. To Hilary Davis for allowing us countless hours with your incredibly talented and strikingly handsome husband. To Princess and Johanna, who believed in us more than we did. To the Burnett family and to Global Gardens for giving us a space to record in. To Luke DeNeui, you are the invaluable, indispensable and too often invisible reason that this music continues to be made. To Fr. George and Kh. Claudia Eber for helping us to find what we'd been singing about. To Kelbert McFarland, you are more than a brother and these songs are as much yours as ours. Finally to Kenny Davis, for being an honest and genuine person and for being willing to go all in with us.

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Dear Saint Isaac is an americana singer-songwriter band out of Tulsa, Oklahoma.

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